emoSHIT

2006-12-05T17:17:00.000+08:00

tag replies!

angelays : hah. whatever la sial. lol.
nuwul : relinked. duck.
nicole lin: heh it's okay. relinked.
`nad: hi!

2006-11-29T21:35:00.001+08:00

eh eh eh, im back on blogger. haha. it's been a long time since i post ey. ive been kinda busy this holiday. not doing work kinda busy but you know, other stuffs la. and i havent even touch a single piece of homework, oh shit! ah i guess i'll do my homeworks on the last few days of holiday. haha.

hmm, oh! i have a new band now. This Tragic Affair. sounds emo? lol we havent even cover a single emo song. only did demolition lovers, helena, down and etc etc etc. and im the vocalist. heh heh. eh, you know, i met this girl called stephie, damn she's so sweet. lol. i wanna get her handphone number one day. hahah okay never mind. she's my girlfriend actually. :D yes Danial have a girlfriend! yea i want the whole world to know. haha. I love you la Stephie!

im broke. really really broke. there's a big whole in my pocket. ahhh someone give me money pls. uh, 20 dollars will do. lol. ok crapp. i dont feel like working man. all my friends are working. no mood la. i bet some will go 'ahh he rich what. parents give money every month. then give stupid reason say dont want work cause no mood'. haha. whatever laa.

ok, sorry. i dont feel well today. i know i dont sound like myself in this post. haha. okay bye.

i love Stephie.

81% depressed

2006-11-12T11:35:00.001+08:00

[x] You wear mainly black.
[ ] You have had 5 or more arguments with your parents.
[x] You own a pair of ripped jeans.
[x] You've cried yourself to sleep.
[x] You used to think about suicide.
[x] You've screamed so loud that your throat hurt.
Total: 6

[x] You did or still do constantly worry what other people think
[ ] You're a transvestite
[x] You own at least one metal CD
[x] You buy/bought stuff from hot topic
[x] Sometimes you'd rather be someone else
[x] You wear eyeliner
[x] sometimes, even with your friends your quiet and or sad
[ ] You cry (almost) every day
[ ] You cry at least once a week
[x] You'd never be seen in bright pink
[ ] You have taken drugs.
[ ] You smoke/ have smoked cigarettes
[x] You've lost a close loved one
[ ] You wanted an old love back but they didn't want you
Total: 8

[ ] Right this second you want to die
[ ] Your bedroom wall/s are black or dark colors (soon! very soon)
[ ] You've attempted to starve yourself
[ ] You've dyed your hair black
[ ] You've dyed your arm hair
[ ] Your computer is full of gothic symbols
[x] You sometimes feel like the whole world is against you
[x] You stay up late
[ ] Sometimes your family couldn't care less about you.
[ ] You only leave your room to pee and eat.
[ ] you drink/drank/tasted alcohol.
Total: 2

[ ] You wear long sleeves in the summer
[ ] You have fallen down from crying so hard before.
[x] You wear spikes
[ ] You wear chains
[x] You have at least one band Tee
[x] You own merchandise of The Used
[x] You own a death metal CD
[x] You own a regular metal CD
[ ] Your myspace is black/gothic/emo (its fuken white)
Total: 5

[ ] You dislike your siblings
[ ] You care more about your looks than a lot of more imp. things
[x] You go into mosh pits.
[x] Your hair is currently black
[ ] You own hand cuffs
[ ] You love the devil you pray to the devil
[x] You own at least one shirt with sayings
[x] You lick your blood when you are bleeding
[x] You welcome the sight of blood
[x] You normally arn't smiling in pictures.
Total: 6

GRAND TOTAL: 27
Now take all your total numbers, add them then multiply your answer by 3 and repost as % depressed

wtf. 81% depressed.

2006-11-12T11:35:00.000+08:00

2006-10-27T17:06:00.000+08:00

here's one.

Put your music player on shuffle.

Press forward for each question.

Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.

NO CHEATING!

How are you feeling today?
You give love a bad name - atreyu

Will you get far in life?
You Only live once – the strokes

How do your friends see you?
We’re all thieves – Circa Survive (zzzz)

Will you get married?
shut your eyes – snow patrol

What is your best friend's theme song?
my darkest hour – scary kids scaring kids

What is the story of your life?
reconcile – love me butch

What was high school like?
baby, you wont last a minute on the creek - Chiodos

How can you get ahead in life?
Beast and the Harlot – A7X

What is the best thing about your friends?
warmer climate – snow patrol

What is in store for this weekend?
Liar (it takes one to know one) – Taking Back Sunday

What song describes you?
Night Drive – Jimmy Eat World

To describe your grandparents?
smoke on the water – deep purple

How is your life going?
shimmy shimmy quarter turn - Hellogoodbye

What song will they play at your funeral?
and they call this tragedy - alesana

How does the world see you?
miss murder – AFI

Will you have a happy life?
cute without the e – Taking back sunday

What do your friends really think of you?
silver and cold - AFI

Do people secretly lust after you?
unholy confessions – A7X

How can I make myself happy?
everything ends - slipknot

What should you do with your life?
Miami – Taking Back Sunday

Will you ever have children?
seven years - saosin

2006-10-06T14:48:00.000+08:00

click here! nah its not another lovecalculator prank shit. interesting article. i've never seen it in the news before. i heard about such accident at the PSA. i was curious la. so i went to search it all over the internet. and i finally found it yesterday afternoon.

warning: sick. (but its not porn or whatever.)

2006-09-24T18:20:00.001+08:00

and oh oh oh! i'v changed my msn to patrickeatworld@gmail.com. add me up! cya

2006-09-24T18:13:00.000+08:00

its official. im not gonna blog in blogger already. i'm gonna use this blogger to post about music and stuffs. and most of all, quizes! so, you might be wondering why right? its because i'm gonna use LIVEJOURNAL. heh.

oh, here's the link to my LJ. http://patrickeatworld.livejournal.com/

2006-09-19T12:53:00.000+08:00

here's for Stephie!

RULES
1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.

I miss somebody right now.

I don't watch much TV these days.

I own lots of books.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I've tried marijuana.

I've watched porn movies.(LMAO!)

I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.

I curse sometimes.

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I have broken someone's bones.

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.

I hate the rain.

I'm paranoid at times.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need/want money right now.

I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast.

I have fresh breath in the morning.

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I was born in a country outside of the U.S.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

I like the way that I look.

I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I think prostitution should be legalized.

I slept with a roommate.

I have a hidden talent. (yea!)

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

I have enough friends. The more, the merrier.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop and/or window shop.

I'm obsessed with my Blogspot.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before.

I currently like/love someone.

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before.

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.

I have at least 5 away messages saved.

I have tried alcohol or drugs before.

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

I own the "South Park" movie.

I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Blogger.

I enjoy some country music.

I would die for my best friends.

I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I have dated a close friend's ex.

I am happy at this moment.

I'm obsessed with guys.

I am punk rockish.

I go for older guys/girls, not younger.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I can work on a car.

I love my job(s).

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.

I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I am proficient on a musical instrument.

I hate office jobs.

I went to college out of state.

I am adopted.

I am a pyro.

I have thrown up from crying too much.

I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.

I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colors.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can't whistle.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've ever written in.

I talk in my sleep.

I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

I wear a toe ring.

I have a tattoo.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.

I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.

I'm an artist.

I am ambidextrous.

I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.

If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.

I have terrible teeth.

I hate my toes.

I have more friends on the internet than in real life.

I have lived in either three different states or countries.

I am extremely flexible.

I love hugs more than kisses.

I want to own my own business.

I smoke.

I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.

Nobody has ever said I'm normal.

Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.

I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.

I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.

I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.

I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.

I have played strip poker with someone else before.

I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.

I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.

I can't stand being alone.

I have at least one obsession at any given time.

I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.

I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.

I'm a judgmental asshole.

I'm a HUGE drama-queen.

I have traveled on more than one continent.

I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.

I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.

I am a Libertarian.

I can speak more than one language.

I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.

I would rather read than watch TV.

I like reading fact more than fiction.

I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.

I have no piercings.

I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.

I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.

I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.

I've been married and am now divorced.

There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.

I like most animals better than most people.

I own a collection of retro games consoles.

The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.

I have hit someone with a dead fish..

I have written/read erotic stories.

I am compulsively honest.

I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.

I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. XD

I have gone from wishing I was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.

I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.

I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.

I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.

I dislike milk.

I obsessively wash my hands.

I always carry something significant around with me.

Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.

I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.

Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.

I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.

I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.

I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.

Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.

I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.

I do not 'get' most comedy acts.

I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.

I don't like to chew gum.

I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.

I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.

I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.

I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.

I love to sing to piss people off.

I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.

I have a custom-built computer.

I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.

I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.

I've gone skinny-dipping.

I've performed in three plays, all of them Shakespeare.

I enjoy burritos.

I'm Irish and lovin' it.

I have a thing for redheads.

I am a twin!

Most times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.

Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.

I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.

I sleep more than 12 hours a day.

I love instant noodles.

I was a spoiled brat as a child.

I'm over 25 years old and still enjoy all the things I did when I was 10.

Sometimes I feel like I'm not of this world at all.

I own more than ten Disney movies.

I was forced to grow up quickly.

Some times little kids scare the crap out of me.

I don't really like physical touch.

I adore little boys.

I desperately want to lose weight but I haven't been bothered to yet.

I like to throw things out of the window.

2006-09-16T13:38:00.000+08:00

say say say yaphoo! bahaha. its the weekends. guess what? i can use the internet the whole day! okay no big deal la. i can't go online on weekdays. i have to study for end of year which is less than 3 weeks away. my mom will be at home like 24/7 to supervise me. sucks ey? and i can't go out with my friends until exam is over. but to think again, its for my own good la. i did badly for the previous common test. overall percentage is only about 53.7%, class position is 26/44 and level position is 103/196. this is the worst result ever. did i work hard enough for the tests? do i deserve this? all i know is that, i didnt give my best, i am not serious about the test and i was distracted by a shitload of stuffs. oh well, i just have to put in more effort for the EOYs. wish me luck!

damn i dont know what else to blog about. i'll compose a longer post next time.
till then, cya!

2006-09-09T17:27:00.000+08:00

helloo! while waiting for spongebob videos on youtube to load, i decided to blog. heh. so, tomorrow is sunday and the day after sunday is monday. that means school will began the day after sunday which is monday. DEAD. i havent do a single homework. and havent begin my geography and biology project. :0 who cares. i'm gonna try to complete at least E maths homework by tomorrow cause i dont need to hand in the rest of my homeworks on monday la.

so, what did i do this holiday? i think i'm so busy doing nothing that i dont have time to do something. yea. okay. so, i went to the geography trip on wednesday to Malaysia. we have to report to school by 6.30 latest is 6.45. i felt so sleepy. i woke up at 5.30 okay. we left school at about 7.20 cause we had to do some admin stuffs first. visited a pineapple plantation, oil palm plantation, coconut handicraft centre, some community hall for lunch, peanut factory, shopping and lastly, the organic farm. i'm in no mood to blog abt it in detail la. i think the most interesting was shopping. XD i only brought 60 RINGGIT with me. Mom wanted to give me 100++ but yea, i thought i wont be using that much amount of money there so i only took 60. and damn, i regreted not bringing more than 60. i ended up buying only 2 shirts. a white Famous Stars And Straps tee and a V-neck black tee. i wanted to buy a pair of brown coloured low rise pants and another low rise jeans. but, not enough money la. and we're only given one hour to do the shopping

alright enough about geog field trip. I played a soccer match on thursday. against the SAINTS. i think that was the greatest match so far. its like, everyone is in top form. i have to mark Saint's right winger. he's one of their roughest player. damn it. he pulled my jersey, kicked my shin and he elbowed one of my teammates. i was so fucked up la. then we defenders decided to play real rough. heh. revenge is sweet. i kicked his shin and managed give him a slight punch at his stomach. :D my team was leading 1-0 during the second half but with 10 minutes left, The damn Saints managed to score 3 goals. well, at least least its 3-1 and not 5-1 like the previous match we had with them. hah.

that's all for now. till next post! adios!

2006-09-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

HEY. I'VE GOT A NEW ONLINE DIARY! CLICK HERE TO VIEW MY BUTTCONFESSIONS!

2006-08-26T16:31:00.000+08:00

i've changed my blogskin AGAIN. its been a long time since i last blog. maybe for about one week? right. my computer and internet is finally back to normal after 4 times reformating. actually i only reformatted the PC once. its only after 3 times of REINSTALLING windows XP when i realised that its only reinstalling it and not reformatting. yea i'm stupid.

hmm. singapore idol this week. Nurul is out! yes she does not have a voice that powerful but please la, Joakim really can't sing for nuts. I think Joakim's fans should let him leave the competition cause i think he knows he cant sing and keeping him in the singapore idol will only make him more pressurised.

enough about singapore idol. school this week was kinda boring. nothing interesting. no lab sessions and stuffs. oh ya, MR YU HO KING is back in school to teach us E MATHS. MRS LI is on course for one week. FYI: Mr Yu is my sec one maths and form teacher and he's the one who nominated me for councillor. :/ somehow, his pace of teaching now is like, more slower than last time. maybe because he's older now or something. when i was in his class yesterday, i cant concentrate on the lesson. i kept thinking about the times i had when i was in secondary one. i just smiled.

i miss the students in 1e3/2e3 'o4/05. we've been together for 2 years and then we're seperated this year. when we're in sec one and two, the class is fragmented into smaller fragments. i mean, we always hang out in small groups only. and we didnt really mix with everyone in the class. maybe we aren't mature enough (if you know what i mean). its only now that we learn how to appreciate each other. only now that we learn how to treassure one another.

so 1e3/2e3 2004/5, want a gathering at the end of the year during the hols? start organizing soon! PLS REPLY AT THE TAGBOARD OR SMS ME EY!

that's all for now. till next post!

2006-08-19T14:23:00.000+08:00

hey people! when you're free, go click and try this LINK. those who know abt it already then, just shut up.

FRESH FROM THE OVEN. XD

2006-08-18T17:53:00.000+08:00

yea. i've changed my skin ey? this suits me more. i bet the black-red stripes causes headaches after some time. ;D
but anyways, i totally flunk my Common Test. Those who know my marks and stuffs should know what i mean. i tried to find something interesting to blog about but, was too lazy. Decided to post something so that all you rosesfordead readers have something to read ey?

okay. so, i've bought a digi cam or PC cam to be exact. can be used as web cam or digital camera. very very cheap. but hey, if you're into photography and stuffs, dont ever buy a PC cam. it kinda sucks actually though it is 5 megapixels. but whatever. at least i have a camera to capture the once in a life time moments rite? ;D

now about singapore idol. mathilda is out! like WOOHOO! yes she have one of the best vocals, she's not that likeable kinda person, if you know what i mean. sometimes, she's just too much. :\ but sadly, joakim is still in. he cant sing for nuts (no offence to all you joakim's supporters). he really can't sing. i realised that the singapore idol production team or whatever they call it kept emphasising that 'SI is a singing competition' since Rahimah was voted out. Rahimah have one of the best vocals too. i guess singaporeans voted not because of their singing capabilities but voted for their looks(?) and other not-so-important factors instead. oh well, lets just see what happens next.

thats all for now!
till next post!

singapore is old and wrinkled. unlike my mother.

2006-08-10T17:05:00.000+08:00

i was doing the social studies project and decided to take a rest. i ended up blogging! i shall start with the celebration in school. it started off with a simple parade which consist of a flag contingent and two commanders. after that was the recollection and the announcment on the results for the mock election. 1T1 came in second! not bad ey. i voted for them.

next was the concert at the hall. its kinda boring but the students from German European School kinda spice things up. :D and so, the concert ended at 10.15 but we're only released at 11. we have to walk around the school and visit the different timeline booths set up by the sec 3s. the students from the german school visited the booths too. heard that those students caused a series of unfortunate events in school. XD

oh. here are some pictures of the students from the german school.

that's all for now. i still have quite a few pictures but too lazy to load them all.
*ps-if u want more pictures, ask me. i'll direct you to someone. XD

2006-08-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

' :0 you know what? I dreamt of you this morning. you were with 2 of your friends in the same bus as me and suddenly we were in a taxi. haha'

XD unexpected. i received this when i was overseas. i guess people just miss me too much ey?

*this is random.

exams. sucks.

2006-08-04T16:50:00.000+08:00

didnt blog because of the common test. i can't believe that the school is stupid enough to actually let us do physics and chemistry on the same day. and its not the first time they did that, its the second time. previously it was during mid years. i'm sick of this school already though the teachers are great ey.

to be honest, every paper is easy if i studied. the chemistry 10 marks questions was like a give away. physics questions were direct and easy to understand. A maths was easy too (but i got 20/40 because of the damn co ordinate geometry and the dumb collinear shit.) next was geography. it was a giveaway too.

but damn it, i'm gonna flunk all the subjects and get killed by my mom again.

so many things to buy. so little money.

2006-07-30T16:43:00.000+08:00

*post with tons of pictures. ok. maybe not that much.

dang. i have so many things to buy. ranging from gutiars to cds to clothes.

firstly, CDs. the following is the list of CDs that i've been wanting to buy:-
1. electrico HIP CITY
2. The Pink Spiders HOT PINK
3. afi DECEMBER UNDERGROUND
4. roadrunner united THE ALL STAR SESSION
5. underoath DEFINE THE GREAT LINE
6. funeral for a friend HOURS
and the list goes on and on and on.
but, I HAVE NO MONEY. i mean, i have to spend my
money on some other stuffs first.

secondly, guitars. i'm so desperate to get an electric guitar now. i've been craving for a

gibson SG menace

and/or
fender flathead showmaster.
and of course, i dont have enough money for this too.

thirdly, clothes! im sick of wearing my low cut brown pants over and over again
that looks something like

this! not really exactly like this, but at least you know roughly how it looks.
i'm gonna buy

this top! and

this skinny jeans from TOPSHOP/TOPMAN soon!
and if you're wondering why the hell i didnt ask my 'rich' mom and dad to buy
these stuffs, listen to what im gonna have to say.
IM NOT A F*CKING SPOILT BRAT LIKE YOU
WHO ONLY DEPEND ON PARENTS FOR MONEY.
get it?

uh, thats all for now. till next post rosesfordead readers!

MACBETH SHOES!

2006-07-29T14:11:00.000+08:00

oh man. i want another pair of MACBETH SHOES!
i bought this one on december last year. fuck those ahbengs
who thought this was one of the FBT shoes.
i want this!
or this!
somebody please give me money!!!

2006-07-28T18:42:00.000+08:00

like i love being sick. :/

2006-07-24T16:22:00.000+08:00

i can't believe that i get 33/35 for my A Maths Matrix test. :D
i didnt prepare for the test actually. the only thing i did was practice ONE matrix question on multiplication. thats all.

one more thing. its funny how a person with corrupted mind get excited over an sms that goes like this 'ya, lol it's about 3 cm long'.

all you pervs out there should know what i mean.

2006-07-22T14:48:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION ALL YOU EMOs OUT THERE.OR MAYBE THOSE WHO LISTEN TO EMO! I NEED RECOMMENDATIONS ON NICE EMO SONGS. DO SEND ME A LIST OF NICE SONGS TO MY EMAIL OR JUST TAG AT MY TAGBOARD! THANKS! oh. my email is sickhead.a7x@gmail.com.

2006-07-20T17:59:00.000+08:00

tired. exhausted. those words perfectly describe how i feel rite now. maybe its because of the lessons in school. its just tiring. and my main worry is o levels rite now even though i know that there's still about more than one year to go. i just felt pressurized and felt that i can't cope with the lessons in school. especially chemistry. for physics, im slowly starting to understand the topics.

enough said about school.

i'm approached by tack wei and chong sian early in the morning at the school canteen just now. tack wei said he have some urgent matter to discuss with me. i thought its something to do with disciplinary problems or something but i turned out that they or those npcc-NCOs-to-be wanted me to help them out with their new UNIT WEBSITE. they're using blogger for the website and they want me to make a skin for them.

CHONG SIAN. READ THIS.
I NEED

1) pictures
2) layout
3) details. (eg. the navigations (announcements, parades and stuffs)
4) to know the deadline
5) A PROPER PROPOSAL. XD

maybe the last one isnt necessary. but i just need those stuffs ASAP. i need time to do the skin and would prefer the deadline to be after our CAs.

this is the most i could do for npcc now. i think some of them from npcc wasnt happy because i quited. and please please please note that i didnt quit NPCC just because i'm lazy to go to parades, i'm sick of npcc whatsoever. i quited because of some medical reason. and i realised something. since i've quited npcc, the friendship i made there is simply gone. i mean, when i'm in npcc, whenever we see each other, we'll say hi or something and chat for a while. but now, whenever i walk pass them, i'm like totally invisible. its as if they've never knew me. please, though i've quited npcc, we're still friends rite?

till next time.

its funny to be in between of two girls who have totally different perspective of things. and one of them hates the other alot. :D

2006-07-17T15:26:00.000+08:00

since i've got the time, i decided to blog. firstly, I MISS THREE NIGHTS OF BAYBEATS. okay, i think i should stop whining and dreading about this whole baybeats thing. there's still quite a number of gigs this year. its difficult not to have schoolmates who actually have the same taste of music as me.

school today
school ended early today because of the o levels listening comprehension. how i wish school ends at 1.30 everyday but its impossible. we have 8 subjects to do. i don't think 6 hours is enough. well, my mood today in the morning was kinda shitty. i'm sorry to those victims of my shitty-ness earlier. nah, its not because i missed baybeats. i dont know what caused the shittyness.

geography was the first lesson for the day. i kind of day-dreaming the whole lesson and almost fell asleep. but i tried my best to keep myself awake. did some filing. filing is the worst thing to do. but luckily, my file was PERFECT. its my first file with all the notes and stuffs inside since primary 2.;D

but i felt better after PE which is the next lesson. maybe it kinda refresh me up. AND i was in a good mood during e maths lesson. i was totally focused towards the end of the lesson and was up to task. but as usual, my class was noisy and restless.

well, thats all for now. till next post!

BAYBEATS!

2006-07-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

i missed two nights of baybeats already. i don't want to mention why because it'll only make me angrier if there's such word. there is right?. i'm trying so hard to avoid the LA(s) and to blog in proper english. it'll be much more pleasent to read posts with proper english isnt it?

CAs.
CAs are in a few weeks time. i must start revising early this time to avoid having undesired marks printed on my report slip which will only lead to more scoldings and curfews at home. i think if i did as badly as the midyears, i can see my computer flying out of the window and not getting to touch it at all except for holidays. i'm prolly addicted to the internet and blogging or maybe making blogskins to be exact. oh well, this addiction just cant be cured.

till next post!

2006-07-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

new url. new style of blogging. unless you want me to stick to my recent way of blogging la.

schools.exams.stress.

2006-07-13T17:53:00.000+08:00

firstly, new skin! with navigations this time. my first skin with navigation. a little bit messy and it looks like its halfway-done kinda skin. i'll edit it by this sunday.

next.here comes the real post
school sucks these few days. ive been getting headache(s). maybe its due to the stress and pressure in school or maybe its just not enough sleep/rest kind of thing.

dang. i need to focus. im still kind of distracted by some stuffs and didnt direct my focus entirely towards school. sometimes i wonder why we need to study those subjects that we wont be applying in the future. its like, i think we should focus on the subject that is related to what we want to do in the future. that would cause lesser headaches, lesser stress and lesser problem.

and bio test just now was a killer. or maybe its just me who didnt study really well for the test. almost the whole class didnt prepare well for this test. so, you see what i'm saying? WHOLE class. my class attitude includes me is just not right. though we've been scolded for so many times over the same problem, we still dont change. though we may be restless and rowdy some times, its still a very fun and great class to be in. we sort of have this 'one for all, all for one' spirit it good and bad ways.

ok. enough about my class. all you people out there who said that my hair sucks just because i cut slope and all; LOOK AT MY HAIR NOW. some of you even said that my looks nicer like this. and if its much more longer it'll be like paul twohill (which i dont really agree).

the front part looks like this

or maybe its shorter like this:-

except its not that straight and bob-by looking.

aiya. simple its like this. i think this is more similar :-

thats all! till next post!

2006-07-12T19:20:00.000+08:00

if im short, lester and desmond must be dwarves.

2006-07-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

i LOVE you. BUT, I just don't care enough to fool around with love. XD

2006-07-08T11:36:00.000+08:00

replies to tags.

scze we : thanks for tagging!
Marcia : i got it from friendster bulletin board. ; )
SUPERGIRL : uhm, from CHIJ St Joseph Convent. if im nt wrong.
Gina : thanks ! i've visited your blog. simple and sweet.

2006-07-03T16:28:00.000+08:00

just one more.

this is to see whether im a rich kid/goth/skateboarder/nerd/emo/ghetto gangsta/scene or hardcore.

[RICH KID]
[ ] You've gone to a tanning salon.
[x] You watch The OC and/or Laguna Beach/
The
Hills.
[x] You own a cell phone
[ ] You own something designer.
[x] You love going to the mall.
[x] You take your cellphone everywhere.
[x] You own an iPod and/or an MP3 player.
[x] You love Starbucks.
[x] You love flip flops.
Total x's:6

[GOTH]
[x] Red or black is` one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thoughts about death.
[x] You wear chains.
[x] You like heavy metal.
[x] You love/ like Hot Topic.
[ ] You have worn black lipstick
[x] Your hair is dark.
[x] You dislike preps.
[x] You're an atheist.
[x] You have/Want piercings in unusual *want
places?
(tongue, bellybutton,etc.)
Total x's:9

[SKATERBOARDER]
[x] You can skateboard.
[ ] You wear plaid.
[x] You love/like Converse
[x] You think you're different.
[ ] You hate MTV.
[x] You have moshed.
[ ] You have/had/want blue, pink,red,purple,
or green hair or hihglightes.
[x] You love skater girls/boys.
[x] You hate pink.
[ ] You hate rich kids sometimes
Total x's:6

[NERD]
[x] You love computers.
[ ] You like Star Trek.
[x] You wear glasses/supposed to
[ ] You get straight A's.
[x] You love reading.
[ ] You are in band.
[x] You don't care what you look like.
[ ] You have a curfew.
[ ] You always do your
homework.
[ ] You never cut school.
Total x's: 4

[EMO]
[x] You're depressed sometimes.
[x] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[x] You like Thursday.
[x] You comb your hair in front of your face.( not long enough but, yea)
[ ] You cry easily.
[x] You like emo music
[x] You hate being called emo
[ ] You keep a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[ ] You have had/have a sad MySpace layout.
Total x's:7

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You are in a gang
[ ] You wear Tag.
[ ] You say "nigga" frequently.
[ ] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[x] You swear a lot
[ ] you have had a freestyling contest.
[ ] You have said "fo shizzle".
[ ] You have been called a nigga
[ ]You have worn Converse with the tongue
flipped
out.
[x] you love mtv
Total x's: 2

[SCENE/HARDCORE]
[ ] You wear a bandana.
[ ] You love Pokemon, the Ninja Turtles, etc.
[ ] You never walk anywhere willingly.
[x] You wear/have worn slip-on Vans.
[ ] You love/like Norma Jean
[x] You wear band tees.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant
it
[ ] You love to "hardcore" dance.
[ ] Your hair has been dyed in more than one
color.
[ ] You will kill if called a satanist
Total x's: 3

im a GOTH?
uh, really?

here goes

2006-07-03T16:13:00.000+08:00

decided to do this cause ive got nothing better to do.

FYI:if more than 50 boxes are crossed, it means u're a spoilt brat.

[x] Cell phone.
[ ] Own phone line.
[x] Own room.
[x] 2 or more storey house.
[x] Hot tub.
[ ] Guest room.
[x] Have own computer
[ ] TV in your room.
TOTAL: 5

[x] Your own bed.
[ ] More than 20 pairs of shoes.
[ ] More than 10 bags.
[ ] Expensive sunglasses.
[ ] Name brand wallet.
[ ] iPod. *(sad story)
[x] mp3.
[ ] Xbox.
[ ] PS2.
[x] PS1
[ ] Gamecube
TOTAL: 3

[ ] Basketball hoop.
[ ] Basketball.
[ ] Netball hoop.
[ ] Netball.
[ ] Volleyball.
[x] Badminton racket.
[x] Tennis racket.
[ ] Air hockey table.
[ ] Pool table.
[ ] Ping pong table.
[ ] Foose ball table.
[ ] Trampoline.
[ ] Own a snowboard.
[ ] Own a surfboard.
[x] Own a pair of roller blades.
[ ] Own a pair of figure skates
[ ] Own your own bowling ball.
[ ] Own a pair of bowling shoes.
TOTAL: 3

[x] Stereo in bedroom.
[ ] DVD player in room
[ ] Have something from Abercrombie
and Fitch
[x] Gets more than $50 each month.
[ ] Shop at AE.
TOTAL: 2

[ ] Does something expensive often.
[x] Parents are still together.
[ ] Step mom/dad
[ ] AIM.
[x] MSN.
[x] Yahoo!
[ ]AOL.
[ ] Digital camera.
TOTAL: 3

[x] Scooter
[x] Bicycle
[ ] 4-wheeler.
[x] Guitar/drums.
[x] Keyboard
[x] Any other instrument
[ ] Hammock.
[ ] been on a cruise.
[x] Sat on a train.
[x] Took a plane.
[x] Traveled out of the country.
[ ] Personal trainer.
[ ] Expensive jewelry
[x] Met a celebrity.
TOTAL: 9

[ ] Straightener/curling iron.
[ ] Spent more than $100 on your hair at
one go.
[ ] Been to a batting cage.
[x] $100+ on you right now.
[x] Own savings account.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Been to Hawaii.
TOTAL: 2

[ ] Been to NYC.
[ ] Been to Chicago.
[ ] Been to The Statue of Liberty.
[ ] Moved more than 3 times.
TOTAL: 0

HAS:
[x] Pet
[ ] Ranch.
[ ] Verizon.
[ ] Cricket.
[ ] Virgin mobile.
[x] Nokia
[ ] Alltel
[ ] Tv-mobile.
[ ] Sprint.
[ ] US Cellular
[ ] Nextel.
[ ] Motorola
[x] Sony Ericsson
[ ] Been to states in the US.
[ ] Have a job.
[ ] More than 100 buddies on friendster (used to)
TOTAL: 3

[x] Alarm clock
[x] Home cooked meal almost every day.
[ ] Eat out almost every day.
[ ] Been in a limo.
[ ] Own camcorder.
[ ] Own laptop computer.
[x] Own desk
TOTAL: 3

phew! only 33.

2006-07-03T15:33:00.000+08:00

heh. my blog was visited by some cute girl all the way from portugal.
:D

cya!

2006-07-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

i dont know why suddenly felt like making a skin related to singapore, THE BEAUTIFUL CITY whatever.
i'll explain more abt this skin some other time.

till next post!

sad that bowen military band didnt win band of the year award.

2006-06-29T18:01:00.000+08:00

woo. parents not at home. decided to take some time to answer some of your questions.

firstly, alot of you asked me, "what's up with your hair? why didnt u style it? why cut slope?"

actually, im just lazy to style it. and its to be safe. you know, these days, those discipline department conduct random checks. and why'd i cut-ed slope? u'll just see what i'm gonna do when its long enough. (:

secondly, some of u asked, " why i seldom see you online?"

uh. its because im not allowed to use the internet on weekdays. something to do with midyears results. heh.

thirdly, " you're damn dark. what happen?"

its like this. on of the the days in holidays, i spent 2 hours of swimming, 2 hours of tennis, 2 hours of soccer, 3 hours of tennis again, 3 hours of swimming again and 1 hour of soccer again. and i did all that only wearing BOARDSHORTS. yes. ONLY boardshots. i was at chalet and felt lazy to change clothes and stuffs. so, that's why.

lastly, " why'd u seldom use your phone in class? thought i saw you using your HP to sms during lessons?"

hah. this is because its against the school rules. :D
no la. actually, i decided to cut down on my SMSes, be a role model councillor (as if) and to divert more of my attention to the lesson.

thats it.

till next post!

*ps: i wont be making blog skin that often. feel free to request for one. email me at sickhead.a7x@gmail.com. but, i need time to make it. :)

2006-06-22T12:28:00.000+08:00

helloo! whatever. dang! i cant go online till sunday for some reason. but i'm still in singapore though. plus, i can only go online on weekends when school re opens. like wtf rite?

uh, thats all. till next post!

2006-06-20T15:53:00.000+08:00

who have songs by THE PINK SPIDERS ?? if you do, please send me. thanks.

2006-06-20T13:15:00.000+08:00

argh! only less than one week left of june holidays. it seems so fast. i need more time to rest! and homeworks are spoilers. i dont understand why we need to do homeworks when its a HOLIDAY. according to the Longman dictionary, holiday is a day when you dont have to go to work or school (that's fine) AND a period of time when you REST or go to another place for enjoyment. uhm excuse me, ministry of *beep*, did u check the dictionary? the part abt resting. WE DIDNT GET ENOUGH REST! ! ! and THE AMOUNT OF HOMEWORKS GIVEN ARE TOO MUCH.
whatever. we students cant do anything about it.

hmm. homeworks checklist

1. ~~4 comprehensions including summaries~~
2. ~~e maths five years series~~
3. ~~biology worksheets~~
4. ~~e maths online test~~
5. 50 add maths qns from online worksheet.

AHHHHHH! FIFTY add maths questions! how the hell am i supposed to do FIFTY questions when i cant even tahan TEN. what the hell la. i'll just force myself to do it after posting.

till next post!

woohoo! she'll be back today

2006-06-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

oops. sorry. its supposed to be best viewed with internet explorer.

next.

2006-06-19T17:46:00.000+08:00

finally, a skin specially made by me for me. lol. best viewed with mozilla firefox.

blogskin!

2006-06-16T14:39:00.000+08:00

LOOOOOKK! managed to create another blogskin today! woohoo. i love it. its called, "rainbow monster madness!'' . its VERY different from my previous skins la. this one is more relax, cartoonish, childish (in a good way) and SIMPLE.

click HERE to view and RATE it!
make it your favourite! LOL XD

till next time!

no use for a title.

2006-06-16T11:21:00.000+08:00

ARGH! i miss the match between ENGLAND and Trindad Tobago. i TRIED to keep myself awake till 3 am. but, to no avail. i was too tired and sleepy la. woke up at 6.25 am and didnt sleep at all after that. its like only 5 hours of sleep.

hmm. abt blogskin. i made four already. click HERE to view my fourth skin. now, i dont really care how much people rate me. either they hate it or like it, i dont give a damn. i like all the skins that ive done. for my first few skins, all of them made it to the top 15 rated skin BUT, some spoilers pulled me down. it happened for all 3 of the skins. thus, i dont care anymore.

going to KL tonight. yea, i know its boring la. but i need to meet my cousins there. its gonna be a LOOONNG trip. taking a train instead of a coach (because taking a coach at night is far more dangerous). its NINE hours long. i'll be leaving singapore at NINE pm. luckily its night time. i'll be tired and will fall asleep. hope that ive reached KL the the moment i wake up. it wont be so boring then. BUT BUT BUT, i dont think i'll get to sleep peacefully. the noise is very LOUD.

whatever. IF i have the time, i'll be submiting my 5th blogskin soon.
cya! will be back on sunday afternoon. dont miss me too much uh.
uhm, anything, just sms me. i'll SURELY reply you.

till next post!

blogskins

2006-06-15T10:20:00.000+08:00

oh my god. from being to third, then first, and now im totally out of top 15. wth. two girls gave me 4.5 and 4 stars each. and it pulled me down terribly. from 5.00 to 4.8+. i was like so happy from morning until abt 11 when i saw those two ratings. ARGH. well, its my first skin anyway. shall try harder next time.

i submitted another skin a few minutes ago or maybe one hour ago. its now 13th in the top 15 rated list. i thought i cant make it to the top 15 again. but oh well, cant expect to much.

till next time. bye!

----edited----

alright. THIRD SKIN done! click here to view.

2006-06-14T18:21:00.000+08:00

oh well. im beggining to miss my baby brother. though he may be irritating and naughty sometimes, i still love him very much la. We have very strong bonding. dont call me emo just because of this. this isnt emo u dimwit. only get to meet him tmr morning. man oh man. i miss the time when he pulls down my pants and then pull my boxers (you know the elastic part) and laugh when he releases it with a snap sound. i miss the times when he snatch my handphone and run away. i miss the times when he press the off button of the computer without me noticing while i was doing projects or whatever. alright, i should stop. i saw you people out there yawning because u wouldnt care huh.

whatever.

thats all for now. till the next post. bye!

woooohooo

2006-06-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

look!!!! i managed to get top 3 on blog skins! COLLEEN, LOOK WHO'S HAPPIER! bahahahahahah.

didnt expect this actually. im so happy.

the name "from vespa to cadillacs" was inspired by my cousin's band from cadillac to geisha. since my skin have both a vespa and a cadillac, i put it as the name of the skin.

when's my next skin coming? i dont think there'll be any next skin. sad. cause i take dont-know-how-long just to make this skin.

plus, after hols, only allowed to use the computer on weekends. i dont have the time to make another skin.

uhm, abt getting skin of the day? i dont think can la. its nt possible for me, a first timer, to get skin of the day.

thats all. cya!

----- EDITED------

look. now im the first! speechless. just look at the list.

call me EMO? fuck off.

2006-06-14T10:39:00.001+08:00

tada! finally made my own skin. you cant find this in blogskins as i didnt upload it there (i dont even have an account) . this is a simple yet nice skin. i wanna have the vespa and cadillacs bring out the old skool feeling (thought not that much). the pictures and stuffs are edited using adobe photoshop with brushes from magurno.comand the vespa picture up there is taken from deviantart.com. isnt it nice ? LOL. oh yea, one more thing. it is best viewed with internet explorer. doesnt look that nice with firefox or opera.

alright. enough abt my blog skin. man, im alone at home rite now. mom, dad and my baby brother went off already. i'll be meeting them on saturday. some of you will ask "why are you still in singapore and not with your parents? " the answer is simple. i'm stuck in this small island just because i have to accompany my sister till friday night. my sister is schooling and she cant get MC easily. like WTF la. i have clean the dishes, cook(uhm, maybe not) and clean the house all by myself. my sister will be back only around 6 or 7 pm everyday.

oh well, having her at home is as good as being alone. she wont do work at home anyway. she reach home after school, Bath, eat, shit, internet, sleep, wake up the next morning and go to school again. see what i mean?

oh man. im gonna miss my baby brother very much. 3 days seems like 3 months. no one to climb up and jump on me early in the morning to wake me up. xD

hmm. about this holidays. its the third week already. so fast. i need a long break please. one month is not enough. luckily im only left with one quarter of homeworks. am i hardworking or wat? i know some of you have not even touch those homeworks. it is wasnt for my mom, i think i'll be like most of you too. my mom forced me to do those homeworks. its my fault to actually be stupid enough to tell my mom that i have alot of homeworks for this holiday the week before the june hols started. how stupid can i get ?

im gonna spend all the time i can with my computer and internet. im only allowed to use the internet of WEEKENDS! Its all because of my mid years la. i did quite badly. my overall percentage decreased by 1%++. thats alot. and my mom thinks that its because of the internet. i dont think so la. i only use the internet for MSN and blogging. i'll just have to pull up my socks and work harder for the next mid years.

thats all for now. CYA!

own goal

2006-06-11T01:15:00.000+08:00

see? u get to appear in the LATEST scorer shit on the world cup website even if its own goal. how cool.

oh yea, just in case u dont know. both singapore soccer under 16 &under 18 team A won the LION CITY CUP earlier.

SUPPORT LOCAL STUFFS! be it local music, local sports team or local movies!

alright. im crapping. its 1.15am lah. my brain's tanggled up already. hah. whatever. CYA!

dont miss me too much baybeh. LOL

2006-06-06T08:49:00.000+08:00

im going to malaysia soon. yea. SOON. leaving in abt one or two hours time. wont be online for two days only. but u still can sms or call meif u miss me to much (i doubt so) . its not a holiday trip la.
enough said.

argh. my clay is used up! nvm. there's still solid wax.

hmm. EMO(s) is on the rise! what really is emo? those who are depressed and attempted suicide? those who have mood swings? those whose emotions are unstable?

according to the wikepedia, emo is a slang term used to describe a wide range of fashion styles and attitudes somewhat affiliated with emo music and its related scenes.

with this, i think emo is more to the way people dress and their attitude and not like the ones who felt depressed attempt SUSIDE (i know its suicide. but some poseur emo AHLIAN claimed that they attempt SUSIDE. whatever that means)

the picture above is an example of someone who is EMO. Paul twohill too (by his looks. im not too sure).

emo or emocore is also a music genre. bands like funeral for a friend, bullet for my valentine, maby my chemical romance (im not too sure abt this either), alexisonfire, saosin and from autumn to ashes. there's alot more out there. im lazy to type out.

for more information abt emo, check out emo at wikipedia. (i sounded like some stupid adverts on tv or radio)

once again, ill be back on wednesday afternoon or maybe evening. anything, just sms me la.

bye!

ah lians are cute w0rx.

2006-06-02T16:48:00.000+08:00

sounds familiar? duh. its by all those disgusting ahlians la. got this from this site. go visit that site. the owner of the blog make fun of all those ah lians. funny and interesting.

holidays ar GREAT... not.

2006-06-02T16:18:00.000+08:00

hmm. its been so long since i last post an entry. dont feel like blogging la. june holidays is god damn boring and the main cause of boredom is because, IM SHORT OF MONEY. yes, im short of money. you may say "danial rich what. everytime bring alot of money to school. take taxi everywhere. buy this and that" but hey, even rich people can go bankrupt rite? and im not THAT rich either.

sad. quite alot of homeworks this hols.
1. 4 comprehension + summary
2. 1 composition
3. creative writing competition entry (WTF. i was sabo-ed into this competition)
4. almost the whole book of maths FIVE YEAR SERIES.
5. online maths test.

boring la. no money = do nothing.
to kill boredom, i decided to play PANGYA. i know its quite lame la. im now a ROOKIE C.

oh ya. for those who say that my life is boring because i play lame games, everyday go home listen to music, watch guitar solo vids, watch music vids, play guitar, sing, i dont play DOTA and bla bla bla, tell u something. you think playing DOTA, going to LAN shop everyday means u're the coolest shit around? up-to-date? oh please. you sound like a FUCKING NERD who fucking need to get a LIFE. my lifeso much better than yours. get a life bitches. i know how to play a guitar, do you? i can sing, can you? i have a band, do you? you mind your own buisiness and dont need to be concern abt me.

HAH. that s all for now.

*ps : sorry for the F word in this entry.

toilet

2006-05-25T22:41:00.001+08:00

look.

mid year overall

2006-05-25T20:16:00.000+08:00

i didnt get back my report book today.. BUT , i know my overall result. hah. helped miss chua to slot in all those report slips into my classmate's report book. got bored after 5 mins but it is a blessing in disguise la. saw my report slip. I ACTUALLY PASSED PHYSICS!! I jus cant believe it. really. but my overall percentage were not THAT good. 55.7% or something. and my position in class and level are 13/44 and 74/199 respectively. it SUCKS la.

but WHATEVER. I PASSED PHYSICS!

taking back sunday

2006-05-24T18:06:00.000+08:00

wooohoo. IVE BOUGHT TAKING BACK SUNDAY'S LOUDER NOW!

one down. alot more to go.

bored

2006-05-22T17:46:00.000+08:00

bored. while waiting for the download of some setup file to complete, let me show u my creativity. i drew this during one of the chemistry lesson few weeks ago la. this drawing is inspired by the late hidetoshi or hide (pronounced as hee-dey) of X JAPAN. hide was found unconcious in his room strangled by a towel hanging from a doorknob. that was long ago la. X JAPAN sang the song FOREVER LOVE in his funeral. it was sad la
click here to view the video of the funeral.

results results results

2006-05-22T15:13:00.000+08:00

hmm. got back results for 6 papers. what can i say? I FLUNK EVERYTHING! yes EVERYTHING!

BIOLOGY
48/100

CHEMISTRY
34/100

E MATHS
65/100

A MATHS
64/100

GEOGRAPHY
26.5/50

SOCIAL STUDIES
30/50

ENGLISH Paper 1
35/60

ENGLISH Paper 2
????

PHYSICS
????

yea. that shows how bad i did for midyears. i think mid year result will be combined with the CA test before midyears to get the final result. i HOPE those CA marks can pull me up a little.

youtube

2006-05-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

just one thing. its GREAT to know how to STEAL youtube videos.

exams are fu*king over.

2006-05-19T16:38:00.000+08:00

yes. finally. exam is OVER! i don't think i did well for this round. most of the answers i wrote on the answer sheet are CRAP. i can elaborate one point until it looks as if i wrote five points. hah. pity those teachers who mark my papers. who told them to set such a difficult paper in the first place? lol. today is a holiday for students. did nothing much la. at least i get to wake up at 11am. fuck. i havent buy RHCP's stadium arcadium, TRIVIUM's ascendancy, TAKING BACKSUNDAY's louder now and the MCR dvd. fuck all those lousy cd shops. even the TOWER RECORDS at suntec doesnt sell those stuffs except for stadium arcadium la. i MUST BUY THOSE CDs. i think the only place that sells those CDs is HMV. hah, im going to HMV this weekend(i hope so).

i wonder how my parents will react after looking at my report books. i hope they understand that this is the first major exam for sec 3. but oh well, i'll just have to revise earlier next time.

hmm. TAKING BACK SUNDAY (TBS). at least they dont call themselves emo or PUNK ROCK like those shitty SIMPLE PLAN and GOOD CHARLOTTE. i don't know why i dont like mainstream music (those songs that is played on radio or MTV or bla bla bla). AVENGED SEVENFOLDwent mainstream this year. i'm beginning to dislike their new album. lesser gore-ing, shouting, screaming and the guitar and stuffs are a lil bit 'softer' then the previous albums like waking the fallen or sounding the seventh trumpet. whatever la. AVENGED SEVENFOLD is the greatest. but then again, i cant always listen to only those bands. i listen and supportMUST LOCAL MUSIC. eh people, if all of u dont support local music, who will? people in africa?. please la. SUPPORT LOCAL MUSIC. LOCAL MUSIC ROCKS.

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A7X
DANIAL SHIMIZU
DANIAL AFFAN

MID YEARS!

2006-05-17T15:43:00.001+08:00

sorry. no time to update these few days. busy studying for exams la. i shall blog about ALOT OF things tomorrow. maybe not that ALOT but at least longer than this. hah.

anyone wanna go to YOUTH GONE WILD?? its A ROCK CONCERT

FEATURING RONIN, WEST GRAND BOULEVARD,

3DASH1, TYPEWRITER, HYPERTERIA, VELVET

ROSE AND MORE. 23RD JUNE FROM 6-11PM AT

WHITLEY SECONDARY. WEBSITE:

www.myspace.com/youthgonewild2006

if u wanna go, contact me thru handphone. thanks.

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A7X
DANIAL SHIMIZU
DANIAL AFFAN

exams tomorrow.

2006-05-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

first of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY GWENDALINE. hah. im supposed to be studying social studies rite now but decided to do the following quiz first. here it goes.

Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head. Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl. Ok tag at least 5 ppl.. Ready? Start!

1. Eugin wee
2. Lim Chong Sian
3. Teo Kok Chen
4. Gwendaline Lim
5. Ellis (lol. i dont know why)
6. Nicole
7. Colleen
8. Edmund
9. WONG HONG KEAT
10. Lester lim
11. Jia Sheng
12. Giolinni
13. Desmond Ho
14. Desmond LEE
15. Geraleine (cant help it)
16. Scze we
17. Kent
18. Puay Ning
19. Jonathan
20. WEE QIAN

Ok, now for the questions:

1.How did you meet 14? `Des Lee
- primary school.

2.What would you do if you had never met 1? `Eugin wee
- life will be completely different. and he's my classmate when i was in primary one too.

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? `wee qian & hong keat
- hah. those two freaks are matching. GAYS.

4. Did u ever like 19? `Jonathan
- pls la. he's a guy.

5.Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? `Nicole & Kent
- nope.

6.Describe 3. `KOK CHEN
- my BROTHER. funny and a he's nice guy.

7.Do you think 8 is attractive? `Edmund
- Edmund???? attractive??? maybe its because of his HAIR(s). ahaha.

8.Tell me something about 7. `COLLEEN
- one word. UNIQUE.

9.Do you know any of 12's family? `Giolinni
- not at all.

10.What's 8's favourite? `Edmund
- watching pornography vids during lessons especially biology.

11.What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you? `Puay Ning
- BAHAHAHAHAHA.

12.What language does 15 speak? `Geraleine
- I THINK mandarin & english only.

13.Who is 9 going out with? `Hong keat
- NO ONE.

14.How old is 16 now? `Scze we
- i think she's 14.. rite?

15.When's the last time u talked to 13? `desmond ho
- just now.He is DAMN IRRITATING

16.What is 2's favourite band/singer? `Chong Sian
- i dont know la. i dont think he's THAT interested in music.

17.Would you ever date 4? `Gwendaline Lim
- maybe when she's grown a LIL bit taller? lol. jus kidding la. hmm. i shall consider. BAHAH.

18.Would you ever date 7? `COLLEEN
- done that. aha.

19.Is 15 single? `Geraleine
- i think so.

20.What is 10's last name? `wee qian
- his name is GOH WEE QIAN

21.Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11? `Jia Sheng
- NEVER..

22.What school does 3 go to? `Kok chen
- bowen la.

23.Where does 6 live? `Nicole
- i have NO idea

24.What's your favourite thing about 5? `ellis
- her determination? i dont know.

25.Have u seen number 1 naked? `Eugin wee
- HALF NAKED.

Now to tag 5 people:
(i) chong sian
(ii) ellis
(iii) gwendaline
(iv) Giolinni
(iiv) Jonathan

pics of my baby brother's skin.

2006-05-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

my brother's scar on his right thigh. i know its not that clear la. but, think, ITS PAINFUL

my brother's scar on his left side of stomach. gross?? its painful okay...

study study study

2006-05-07T15:29:00.000+08:00

fuck. im supposed to be studying now. but i cant make myself to study!!!

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A7X
DANIAL SHIMIZU
DANIAL AFFAN

revisions.

2006-05-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

yea. i FINALLY STARTED on revisions and stuffs. stayed in school till about 5.30 to revise with Kok Chen, eugin wee and chong sian then i cabbed home.

going to CP to study tomorrow with eugin wee, eugene sng, chong sian, kok chen and jin wen.

"exams are the greatest thing that god has created." LOL

EXAMS!!!!! IM JUST STRESS LA.

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A7X
DANIAL SHIMIZU
DANIAL AFFAN

exams.

2006-05-01T17:14:00.000+08:00

exams is coming SOON. and i havent start revising YET. i've just completed my Social studies homework. and i plan to revise for tomorrow's bio test. but i end up messing with adobe photoshop trying out brushes and stuffs. oh ya. last friday, e maths lesson. i was seated in between FATHUR and HONG KEAT. those two disgusting freaks stuff their wet & smelly socks into each others mouth. its FUCKING disgusting.

bla bla bla. Decision has yet to be made. i still dont know whether to join Bowen Military Band and THE CUT-OUTS.

i'm in a bad mood these few days. you irritate me, you die.

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A7X
DANIAL SHIMIZU
DANIAL AFFAN

band oh band

2006-04-25T17:14:00.000+08:00

should i join? should i not?
i dont know.

i need to think carefully before i make
any decision.
i'll make the decision by this friday.

oh ya, LESTER LIM was thrown out of class
today during BIOLOGY by MRS CHAN!
wooohooo. im VERY HAPPY. he was so
damn irritating in the morning after
assembly. he kept bugging me
saying things like "you love siti rite?"
and bla bla bla. i told him to shut the fuck up
and he goes on and on and on. i just kept quiet.
it felt so great to see LESTER being thrown out
of class. hah! RETRIBUTION.

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A7X
DANIAL SHIMIZU
DANIAL AFFAN

rainy afternoon

2006-04-24T17:24:00.000+08:00

fooh. im so stressed up these days. mid year coming. TONS of homework. ive just completed some just now. gonna continue later. colleen asked me to call her since no one is at home but IM REALLY SORRY. I'M VERY VERY BUSY. (:

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A7X
DANIAL SHIMIZU
DANIAL AFFAN

ps* this is supposed to be posted on 24th april.

SYF

2006-04-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

just got back from the SYF thing at national stadium. GREAT! BOWEN MILITARY BAND GOT GOLD with honours! I didnt get to see the performance clearly as i was doing some stupid duty. helped the band to carry stuffs. quite a fun actually. Hui Ping was the drum major. she looks nice, pretty, sweet and different when she's in her uniform. she did quite well too.

i'm feeling some kind of "regretness" if there's such word. i regret not joining BOWEN MILITARY BAND. it was actually my first choice for CCA. but i didnt get to go to their first training as i had something on on that day. i decided to join NPCC. The other reason why i didnt join band is because i was INFLUENCED by someone called a "friend". HE said that band sucks. once u join u cant quit. and when quiting, u have to pay $100++ for dont knw what. well, i was 12 yrs old that time. and i get influenced easily. now, i declare that I REGRETED NOT JOINING BOWEN MILITARY BAND. fuck it. And now, i quit NPCC already. that so called "friend" quited NPCC even ONE YEAR before i did.

whatever it is, i cant change the past. i dont think im allowed to join band already. even if i am, i cant even represent the school for the nxt SYF. i'll graduate by then.

FUCK THAT SO CALLED FRIEND.

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A7X
DANIAL SHIMIZU
DANIAL AFFAN

for fun

2006-04-19T18:33:00.000+08:00

danial --

[noun]:

A person who has the ability to be invisible

PHYSICS TEST!

2006-04-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

there'll be physics test tmr. just finished revising. but i dont the the revision just now is enough. now trying to do E Maths homework. but the first question spoil my mood. throw the E Maths aside. Went to my room to take the A Maths book to do A Maths homework but end up blogging. aha. i'll blog abt the previous weekend some other time. trying to cut down on my SMSes by not smsing colleen, gwendaline and bla bla bla bla that much. ARGH. PHYSICS! @!$%!

oh ya. i miss the 2e3 (2005)..

cya!

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A7X
DANIAL SHIMIZU
DANIAL AFFAN

Good afternoon. (:

2006-04-16T13:19:00.000+08:00

hmm. abt sunday's theatre thing. met chong sian and her sister(who used to be a teacher in our school) at Hougang Mrt Station. its was quite empty at first but later, one group of SEC 2 boys from my school came. and another. and another. plus another 3 groups of girls too. the MRT was FULL OF SEC 2 PUPIL who are going to the theatre thing too. they made damn hell lot of noise. i plug in my in-ear ear piece and on my mp3 full blast. it was effective. the expensive ear piece rocks. i've got peace at last.

All three of us alighted at Dhoby Gaught (fuck. i dont care abt the spelling). Waited for the sec 1 girl (CS' sister's student). waited and waited. and she FINALLY came. its was 1.20pm already and we're supposed to be seated by 1.30pm. and ive no idea where the hell is DBS Arts Centre. We walked to the taxi stand of dont know what mall opposite plaza singapura to take a taxi. the trip was very short as the centre is nearby. Saw Mrs Sundram with her nice haircut, Mr Farid and etc. outside the centre. went in and saw SOPHIA, JIAYING and YiWen i think. Sophia said something but i didnt really get what she said as my attention was somewhere else.

Te performance was not so bad. most interesting is the play by drama. Its abt the girl and the funny old tree.

Went to meet my mom, dad and danish after that. went to marina square and had dinner at BREEKS!. $56++ for 3 person meal. its quite cheap compared to the DELIfrance Bistro. Went to millenia walk and went home after that.

school was okay. supposed to have a physics test but its postponed AGAIN to tomorrow. God saved me again. didnt really memorised the stuffs that i revised yesterday. I realised that i revised the WRONG CHAPTER for the test. i stayed calm and browse through the notes calmly. but thank god it is postponed.

thats all for now. dont feel like typing anymore.

cya!
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A7X
DANIAL SHIMIZU
DANIAL AFFAN

four seasons

2006-04-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

going to DBS arts centre tomorrow. wearing the white long sleeved collar shirt with my "tribute to dimebag darrell"shirt inside. with brown low cut pants plus star buckled belt. hope i can find a black tie by tmr to add more accesories. gtg. cya!

hell o

2006-04-12T16:58:00.000+08:00

This morning. i was dreaming about something to do with MRS Kumar and bla bla bla when suddenly.. BAM! "Danial! You are still asleep?? Do you know that its 6.05 already?". And me, being half asleep, woke up and went to the bathroom for a shower. i had to ask dad to send me to school because i dont feel like taking any bus later than 6.15 (it'll be damn full). But i reached school earlier than normal.

In school...
wohoo. Physics test wasnt today. and Mdm Padma came back to teach us ADD MATHS! she's a great teacher i should say. We should treasure her and not take advantage of her just because she's patient and soft hearted.
Had english common test during GEOG lesson. some stupid free writing thing. i had no idea what to write. The wires in my brain is badly tanggled(however u spell it).
Maths. YEEEHAAAAAAAA. i got 41/50 for the previous test. unexpected.

Oh ya. i'll be going to DBS Art Centre this saturday to watch the 4 SEASONS thing performed by students from my school. Going there with Chong sian and his sister i think. the show is at 2pm not 7pm. Dont feel like going to the 7 o clock show.

HANDPHONE BILL.
fooh. the bill was as high as $72... SMSes itself cost 60++. Dad told me to cut down on the SMSes. hmm. Must start saving up my SMSes. i dont wanna end up like my sister (who was forced to use PREPAID CARD as she sms too much). heh. oh. and mom told dad that i SMSed too much because i have a girlfriend. colleen?? gwendaline?? i dont know. Just because i smsed them doesnt mean that they are my GIRLFRIEND. i dont really give a damn la.

thats all la.
bbye!
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A7X
DANIAL SHIMIZU
DANIAL AFFAN

To Madam Padma with love.

2006-04-07T16:57:00.000+08:00

hmm. something bad happened in school jus now. it was during A Math lesson at math homeroom. it started off quite well with the visitors from thailand. they are there to observe our lesson. They took some pictures, stayed for abt fifteen minutes and left.

my classmates started to get high. Talk talk and talk. Mdm Padma (our teacher) started to boil. Shouted at us to stop talking. i remembered what she said. she said something like this, " this is what happens. i tried to make the lesson fun and interesting and all of you are not taking this seriously" AND SHE CONTINUED TEACHING.... after that, Fathur helped her to set up the projector and connect the laptop's wire. she used HEYMATH to teach us. Hoon siang, kelana and edmund fell asleep and Bavani was carrying the chair and moving around the room. and BOOM! mdm Padma's volcano erupt. she stop the lesson right away. told fathur to disconnect the wires said something like "ive never seen such WORSE class. i cant take it anymore. I'm not going to teach this class ever again. You people take me as a fool. Just see. Mrs Kumar is going to teach all of you next monday." and she open the door and BAM!. SHE LEFT. People like Bavani and Yinghui chased Mdm Padma but was told to go away. they said that she (mdm Padma) was seating on a table in the staff room crying. they said she dont want to talk to them. Bavani bought a big orange colour paper or whatever it is called and paste "post-it" with messages from the girls as well as the boys. after i wrote, i went back to my place to pack up and leave and WHAMP! Ms Chua came in. She said that the orange thing is useless (which i think is true because i dont think those ppl will change their attitude even if Mdm Padma decided to teach us again). ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.

yea. that's the story.
i really hope that Mdm Padma will come and teach us again. She's good. she's experienced and she care about us. I also hope that those classmates who were sleeping/making lots of noises (i think im one of them too) will change their attitude COMPLETELY for their own good.

thats all!
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A7X
DANIAL SHIMIZU
DANIAL AFFFAN

yyeeeeaaaaa!

2006-04-06T18:22:00.000+08:00

im BACK. yes. im finally back. reformated this computer because the BIOS system was messed up (i dont know whether its me or my sister). and the internet is finally back up. all the installed programmes missing. this PC is better now. faster to be exact. ive got lots of things to talk abt. but i really really dont feel like typing out now.

hmm. oh yes. i rejected Blacken Damage's proposal to get me as their vocalist for a couple of reasons. firstly, i dont really know them well. secondly, i need to focus more on my studies (maintain my standard). and lastly, i dont even have time for MY BAND and they are asking me to be in theirs? wait long long.

sean/shawn (i dont know how to spell his name) is setting up a band. more to pop/punk rock band. their band needs a bassist and eden requested that i be their bassist. lets see.... what if i join their band.. at least i've seen and talk to some of them before.. let me think carefully first.

there's councillor board meeting just now. the teachers spoke about the duties during assembly, the mediacorp's competition, the handling of student hub, the making of councillor's shirt, the CIP at AWWA, the international friendship day event, the "KIDS CENTRAL BIG IN THE CITY" thingy ( our board was awarded the best dont know wat) , duties for the meet the parents tomorrow(which i'm not doing), the SYF thing next week to support our school's military band and lastly, the "TEACHERBUZZ @ Bowen" or the teacher conference. The teachers from other schools gave lots of positive remarks about the councillors on duty ( of course la! i'm one of them what...) ahahahahah. they said we're always there for help, we're polite and bla bla bla bla.

oh yes. the green carnival yesterday and the preparations the day before yesterday. on tuesday, some of my classmates stayed back to make last minute preparation for the carnival. i helped to "decorate" the model's fashion show for the carnival with hongkeat and benjamin. nice class spirit (at least part of the class). Ms Chua bought two pizzas for us. yum. didnt eat that much.
The next day is CE day cum GREEN CARNIVAL. the first part killed me with boredom. some guy talking on the mic abt water conservation thing and the big fat water wally (or however it is spelled) the mascot for the water thing came and appeared just for abt 5 minutes? i dont know. we had our break and came back half an hour later watching some boring 30 minutes documentary at the hall. After that was the HOT DEBATE abt bowenians being responsible for the cleanliness at school. JONATHAN, GIOLINNI, YUEN LING, HARISH AND GAJA against SHAWN/SEAN, EUGIN WEE, FATHURAHMAN, HANIZA AND SHANKARAN. of course the favourite team was the team with shawn. Jonathan was jeered when he spoke it gets worse when i was awarded as the best speaker.

and next was setting up of booth. i slack all the time. didnt really help much on setting up. and bla bla bla next was fashion show, the short musical by A3 and then the games. and FINALLY we are free to move around. was walking towards 3e2's booth when i suddenly remember that RAFFLES GIRLS SCHOOL against BOWEN SECONDARY SCHOOL in netball. went down to watch the match with lim chong sian a.k.a hairy monster (oops. sorry). alot of guys are watching the RGS GIRLS and not focusing on the match. hah. you should understand that teenage guys are like that.

okay la. this super long entry gonna end here.
cya!
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A7X
DAN SHIMIZU
DANIAL AFFAN

bla bla bla

2006-03-27T19:39:00.000+08:00

people. i wont get to go online that often. anything, contact me thru handphone. cya soon!

good morning. sorry. afternoon.

2006-03-16T13:04:00.000+08:00

good afternoon everyone! yesterday was too tired to blog abt stuffs that happened so, im gonna blog abt it today. hmm yesterday. dad went for an interview. not JOB interview. its the PRESS interview (you know, the newspaper stuffs). yes. dad's gonna appear in newspaper again for dont know how many times already. and yesterday my brother fell and his head hit the side of the low coffee table or watever u call it. He cried his heart out. Took a couple of ice. cover it with cloth and "apply" it on the swollen part of the head. Mom gave him milk and he fell asleep. i think. yup thats all. and there's another incident abt music+guitar and stuffs which i think im not gonna post it. personal stuff. Yea. i actually stayed up till 2.30am! no big deal la. plus, every air con unit in my house rite now cant be used. some stuff overheat or somethin. thats all! cya!

sleeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppyyyyyyyy.

2006-03-16T01:27:00.000+08:00

so once again. im back. so late already. felt as if im half dead. waited so long for my sister to edit her blog. while waiting, i did my Social studies essay.. and only one quarter of E Maths. COLLEEN asked me to call but im too sleepy to do so. i think i can fall asleep in front of the com rite nw. blah blah blah blah. im crapping. so many things happened YESTERDAY. i figured out how to play the intro for enter sandman - metallica, intro for you're beautiful - james blunt and the a little bit of the solo part of bat country - avenged sevenfold. i think thats all for now. *slams head on the keyboard and sleep* ghghskz......

holiday.

2006-03-14T13:59:00.000+08:00

this one week holiday seems so boring for me. i didnt do well for my Common test. and ive got loads of homework to do. this sucks! but whatever. im gonna release stress, tension and everything else this holiday. wanna join me? drop me an email or sms. and im trying to complete all my homeworks now but i got distracted. insted, i produced this N I C E blog. hehe. i still got A Maths, E maths, English and SS homework! argh. stress. this doesnt sound like holiday at all. im going to be a retard.

quote "smile like a retard always to make yourself happy"
crap. i made this up.

im going back to my homeworks.

:d

hi peeps!

2006-03-14T13:41:00.000+08:00

finally have my own blog. this is my first post for my first blog. do give me some tips to improve on it. cya!